Mon, 07 Jan 2008 01:12:47 GMT

oooookay, so this is pretty much the first time I've told anyone my weights and I think it will feel liberating...

CW: 140 lbs (ew)
HW: 148
LW: 124
GW (for now): 124

I'm 5'6", and no I have never even been underweight. However, my weight has fluctuated between the above weights drastically and fast. It's all directly proportional to the ups and downs of my relationship with a certain guy. When I was with him (on and off, now off) I would feel comfortable, so eat. When we split up, I stop eating. Full stop.
Now I think we are apart for good, I didnt eat for 2 weeks straight at first, and now I have just started restricting a lot. I have no control over him anymore, he doesnt want me. Right there, that's my motivation. I want him to want me.
My Goal for now is to be 124 lbs by March.

Wish me luck lovelies

Beth
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